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Friday, January 02, 2009, 12:06 am

Life is not a fairy tale.

It's 2009. So, what's up?
I've been thinking a lot lately. A lot of people actually know I don't really enjoy my current job, yet I still manage to drag on up to this very date, about 2 years and 9 months. Why am I still staying there? Well, other than forcing myself to learn every little things here and there, and to tame my very (used-to-be) lousy temper, I was actually contract bounded for a time period.

It's now time that I actually come to the end of this contract. About time for me to move on. Finally. After all, I never liked it here. Been through a lot of lousy moment, but that doesn't mean there aren't no sweet sides too. But I have lost my sparks, and I still couldn't light up here with this company.

I didn't expect so many bumps in 2008, yet, those are the times which I actually gain more experience in dealing with situation, people and myself. Not a bad one, I say. I grew up. I've been getting a little comfortable here in the hell hole. Still, I can't get too comfortable with something, someone gotta move my piece of cheese.

Life is not a fairy tale, it is made of determination, hard work and choices. We make choices day and night, with everyone, everything. It is like a cross road every time. Left, right or center, each path will leads to even more choices. And of course, life is not a fairy tale, not all choices, in some cases, no choice will have happy ending. But still, we can't just stand still. The show must go on.

I might need to take risk here. Economy is getting shittier, but I think is better than getting caught in the same old rat race. Hello 2009! I welcome you to grow me more with more challenges.

Labels: career suicide, emolt, everyday thing, thoughts provoking

Monday, May 12, 2008, 8:31 pm

Land of cat, land below the wind.

Yes, this time of the year where I will be having some really lonesome boring working trip to the east again. At least this place is still wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy better than northern east coast Malaysia. Just still, traveling alone is never fun I guess. 3 more days to home sweet home.

Labels: away from home, career suicide, everyday thing

Thursday, May 01, 2008, 8:40 pm

Which is real?

People come and people go. After a few of my colleague (or rather, ex colleague now) left, there will be additions of new people. This time round, one of them is seriously is coming into my department and it's seriously ruffling my feathers.

Is it simply me resisting the changes?
or I just cannot accept the kind of person?
or the person is indeed annoying?

Let's call the person PSP (Professional sales person) for the sake of protecting identity, I will use male terms to keep things simple. I gotta admit PSP is indeed an excellent when it comes to job? But that does not mean he can talk about sales, selling skills, planning, strategy and his mother fucking obsession trying to sell his idea? The fact that I am whining here means he has failed to sell his idea to me.

*Sigh*

Some people just don't know when to stop.

Labels: career suicide

Tuesday, April 15, 2008, 9:21 pm

i am so teh busy

yesh, dead busy, yawness.

Labels: career suicide, everyday thing, post+1 braincell -1

Wednesday, February 27, 2008, 9:51 pm

Kuala Terrenganu

Yes, I have been there again, just as bad. Except this time round I found the China town of the Kuala Terrenganu and ate Bak Kut Teh there. Just what you call satisfaction. However, driving 8 hours is never fun, do not attempt this unless you got someone beside you that know how to drive too.

Labels: away from home, career suicide

Tuesday, December 18, 2007, 6:38 pm

Coffee, foreign land and the iPod on low battery

Of all the time, my only form of free connection to the world is running low on juice. And the night is just approaching. I am so gonna die of boredom. I hate company that sens their front liner outstation without a single form of compensation. Chinese company memang suck to the max. No wonder my company is still a small fry after over a decade in the field. Turn over rate is as frequent as me changing socks. Head with brains full of maggots, the win.

Labels: away from home, career suicide, iPlog, whine tasting

Thursday, November 15, 2007, 4:58 pm

This sucks.

This is just plain fucked up. I bet there are only Escherichia coli, maggots and bull shits in these office number addicts. Not only that, they strongly enjoy being fuck by even higher management levels for showing off the amount of OT they can score and brag how lifeless they can be (and they don't allow their subordinates from leaving before them as they think you did not contribute enough for a company that is going to close down sooner or later).

WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK, I AM SO PISSED I JUST FEEL LIKE RANTING. AND NOW, CLICK ON THE LITTLE RED X ON YOUR TOP RIGHT (OR RED O ON YOUR TOP LEFT) ON THIS WINDOW!!! NOW!!!

I so feel like burning this place down. Someone please get me a bottle of Coke.

Labels: career suicide, whine tasting

Friday, November 09, 2007, 11:57 am

Holiday mood

November is so lovely, due to its nature of having many fun travelings and rainy weather, it gives me some really strong holiday mood. I seriously can't get my ass up in the working condition. So how so how now?

Labels: career suicide

Wednesday, October 24, 2007, 8:53 pm

Flu, cough and food

It is no fun being sick yet still need to travel for working trip. Where is the justice.

Labels: away from home, career suicide, iPlog, whine tasting

Tuesday, October 02, 2007, 10:01 pm

Kuantan and my unluckiness

Argh, a bad luck today as I reach Kuantan today. Not only the weather is freaking hot (I was expected rain I'm this rainy season). Oh well, what is worse is that I got a compound for parking without a coupon, for a mere 5 minutes. WTF.

Other than that, Kuantan is just as boring as any other kuantan trip I had all the while. And it is a lot easier to carry an iPod for work daily report and check mail. Wins my 5kg laptop any time, the only set back is small screen and on screen keyboard. Anyhow, it is still cool nuff.

Labels: away from home, career suicide, iPlog, whine tasting

Saturday, September 22, 2007, 11:50 am

I will be so happy if Saturday is not a working day.

And this will only happen over a public holiday, or I change job. Not likely my company at this very moment will change it's working day. Simply because the top head potato brain is a calculative workaholic push over.

Sigh... Why do people work 5 days a week and getting a way hell lot better pay for the same job scope?

I guess I just suffer from temporal burn out.

Labels: career suicide

Monday, September 17, 2007, 11:53 pm

Outstation again

Nothing much, except that I will be heading north towards Ipoh, Penang and Kedah again. Nothing excited anymore, instead, I felt a little tired. But well, since I am not the boss, there isn't anything I can demand for except working my head off and get underpaid can no complains. Great.

Labels: away from home, career suicide, emolt

Tuesday, September 11, 2007, 8:31 am

Morning whine, on a Tuesday morning

The weather is so good, the office is fucked up. Why am I in the office.

Labels: career suicide

Wednesday, September 05, 2007, 8:48 pm

Seminars @ Sheraton Subang.

practically, nothing much there, except how come their toilet smells like lemon grass?

Labels: career suicide, post+1 braincell -1

Thursday, July 05, 2007, 9:17 pm

Kuantan, Kuala Terrengganu trip....

...or however you spell Terrenganu, I give no shit.

Because I was still suffering from depression, and I got sent to outstation trip at the same time, along with a religious old malay uncle, I was EMOfied and personal privacy got invaded like ants finding ways to crawl into sweeties.

Therefore, out of my temper, I left the old man in hotel and go had my dinner alone, in KFC, like wtf. And better still, the KFC is right opposite of McDonald's.

This is what EMO Sendo eat, other than kids.

And of course, to make myself feel better, I had this!!!

I had some funny encounter which buying the ice cream. The lady asked, "Would you like choc rice or chocolate syrup with it?" And guess what, the ice cream has already its own choc rice =.=|||

Cute enough, the next morning, guess what I see out from my hotel room!

Like, wtf.

Somehow, this lines keep on playing in my mind when I saw that.

Okay, enough fun with Kuantan, pressing towards Kuala Terrenganu is a bore. Driving along the coastal road is indeed beautiful, nothing nothing special.

The town itself is even worse, other than those normal Rumah Kampung, there are nothing much. Some pic to share.

Of course, being an EMO as I was that time, while I was driving back, I had some terribly horrible experience!!! Sendy score her first kill, and it's a mammal. WTF. I was driving happily along the kampung road and out of no where, no reason, a white cat ran across the road, and you pretty much guessed it, Sendy took it by her right front wheel.
*Dong..kurukurukuru.....*
Sorry, dear white cat. I mean no harm. May you rest in peace, and your owner still find ~~piece of you~~ peace of mind. I am really sorry.

Okay, back to entry, on the way back in Karak Highway the next day, I saw the sky being so pretty, I took a shot.

Well, looks nothing special right, but guess what, I SWEAR I SAW OPTIMUS PRIME FLYING DOWN TO MSIA!!!!

AND THIS IS THE PROOF!!!

Disclaimer: For the last part of the entry, you seriously gotta blame Transformer the movie. The user is not responsible for your addiction to Transformer. By reading this you also should not blame the user typing this right now that the movie is ending with Megatron being destroyed and Optimus and their team stayed on earth since the cude is destroyed.
Warning: the disclaimer above contains spoiler. And yes, I plagarised this idea from Uncyclopedia and there is nothing you can do about this.

Labels: away from home, career suicide, whine tasting

Wednesday, July 04, 2007, 7:03 pm

Kuala Terengganu

This place is a no no, period.

Labels: away from home, career suicide, whine tasting

Monday, July 02, 2007, 6:55 pm

I don't want a job

Departures are so hard
You claim
Packing up your things
Your necklaces and rings
Your darvidan and morphine

You can't believe the actor
Smacked her
Gave her a black eye
There's something in a western winter
Where it's easier to say
Goodbye, Goodbye

These yellow lights
are turning red (turning red)
You starve your heart
You starve your head
And when it's over
You go back to bed

I don't want a job
I don't want to go to school
I don't want a job
I've got more important things to do

You keep in touch with old friends
I keep in touch with you
Your begging me to make
Every little word count
I don't now but I used to
You still do drugs
I still play games
You prefer not knowing I call you names
In flights of fancy
Grandeur and fame
Goodbye goodbye

These yellow lights
are turning red (turning red)
You starve your heart
You starve your head
And when it's over
You go back to bed

I don't want a job
I don't want to go to school
I don't want a job
I've got more important things to do

Wake up to the thought of you
It's December, remember
How cold it was in my garage
You sat with your legs crossed
and your heart lost
mine lost in losing you
Street lights like a christmas tree
But the fires aren't burning
Cuz it's 80 degrees
and I'd like to have you alone
In my favorite cologne
With the air on your hair
and we're still getting stoned
It's a shame the games we play
But I like it that way

These yellow lights
are turning red (turning red)
You starve your heart
You starve your head
And when it's over
You go back to bed

I don't want a job
I don't want to go to school
I don't want a job
I've got more important things to do

More important things to do
Than you

And yes, I am having my MEHIS (Male Hormone Imbalance Syndrome), in easier word, it's call depression. I am pissed and I don't feel like going to work. I want to stay alone, in a place no one can reach me, leaving me alone, sipping the coffee looking at the empty sky, dreaming.

Why? because my current workplace is giving me more disappointment. More work, same old crappy pay, longer working hour, daily report, sales agents that need to check in and out from office, daily. How great can that be.

This means the user typing this right now is pissed, really.

I seriously need a break to get away,
away from all these shits.
Life is unfair, bitch, and no, I will not live with it.
I rather whine it over. Sue me if you can.

Labels: career suicide, whine tasting

Monday, June 18, 2007, 7:19 am

Monday

Monday sucks. Period.

Disclaimer: The user type this in early Monday morning right before he is going to work. Monday is still the most dreading day for anyone who is working. This is what most people call Monday blues syndrome and yes, Monday indeed sucks. However, worry not. Monday being sucky does not mean the user will eat you for breakfast nor eating kiddos for lunch. The user wish he get another pay rise.

Labels: career suicide, whine tasting

Thursday, April 19, 2007, 8:16 pm

The weekly report again

So, what happened since I came back from Kuching?
Two days after, Ariena (my car) get ass raped.

T_T

Fixed it over the weekend, so not a matter again.

From Monday to Wednesday, I had to attend a seminar in Novote, KL. Pretty sexy place.

And the food there is even better. I had to eat French buffet for 3 days for lunch. How sad. I am so gonna get fat. :P

It is just so goooooood.

Labels: career suicide, everyday thing

Wednesday, April 11, 2007, 11:34 pm

What doing me?

I am back from Kuching business trip again.
So? what happened?

Meowww

This time round I am a little busier for work, but hell, I get the finish work at 4:30, which I can never (and will never) get to experience in KL ~~(and of course, due to calculative boss)~~

This time round, I got some pretty pleasant surprise when I reach the airport. Not that airport has lots of people walking in kitty suit, but as you know, I don't own a car in Kuching, so I bought a coupon, pick up a cab. Hell! I got a limo for the price for a regular cab!!

the leg space pwns

Pretty luck eh? simply due to this "limo" is too old for being a limo, so it's a cabbie now. The leg space is the win =D

Since I got the opportunity to visit the kittyland again, and adding on that I am a food lover, I grab this chance for local delights.

As Kenny Sia has mentioned before, there are a few superlicious local delight.

First: Kolo Mee
and the brown color drink is Teh C Ice =P

and the brown color drink is Teh C Ice =P

Yes, it looks just like wanton mee, and it taste like one too!!! *cough* minus the beany profile of the thick soy sauce, of course. The Teh C Ice goes wonder with the food, at least for me.

Second: Teh C Special, a.k.a. three layer tea.
THREE FUCKING LAYERS!!

This is the three layer tea. Blame my photographing skill, the second layer isn't as clear as I wanted it to be, or alternatively, you can blame the noob that prepared the drink and didn't manage to make it into three layers. What are those? Hehehe, the light brown liquid is milk tea, d'uh. The second layer is suppose to be another layer of evaporated milk, and the thick brown, close to black layer, is the gula melacca (coconut sugar)

On the night, since someone *coughcarolcough* FFK me, and it's freaking drizzling out in the evening, I have limited choice for food. And yes, I am stingy and decided not to hire a cabbie that night, I can't claim for shit after working hour. So I just wander around and found a rather interesting Chinese food shop.

no one??

The restaurant having some old chinese theme, not too bad huh? And they serve pretty okay food, at least better than what I initially thought of. However, there were not a single patron in the shop, therefore I get all the attention from the waitresses, fucking scary to have 10 pairs of eye staring at you.

!!!!

And I saw this, a VERY old Chinese advertisement of facial powder/cream/lotion thingy. And the poster beside is an ad of cigarette. Those poster must be as old as my late granpa if he is still alive.

!!!! OMFG

A close up. Pretty scary eh? A black an white version of some advertisement poster. And I am still pondering...IS IT TRUE THAT FEMALES ARE AISUI (vain) SINCE THE BEGINNING OF TIME?

Anyway, cut the crap out. I am home safely sitting in front of the LCD typing and of course, how can I miss that, running nose. (I get running nose everytime I go Kuching, I must be allergic to cat fur =P)

Labels: away from home, career suicide, everyday thing